Walking in the Dark: Faith, the Storm, and the Goddess Within

She is the moonlight that guides you through. Silver is her metal. The storm is her voice. And the darkness is where faith is truly tested.

Peace and love, Barbars.

Let’s talk about walking in the dark. Because this involves walking with our Goddess. And she’s the moonlight that guides you through.

Walking in the dark, while knowing that you are always in the complete care of our Goddess, leads you to your true inner purpose — which is aligned with who you’ve always dreamed of you being.

I had one of our members ask me: if we are the Goddess’s children and she loves us, why has she allowed us to suffer and lose our connection with her?

I thought this was such a profound question, especially after suffering so much myself, in so many ways, throughout my own life.

So we have to really sit back and think deep about this, because although she is allowing us to suffer, with every drop of suffering comes lessons.

Wisdom Comes With Growth

And through those lessons comes growth. One of her symbols is wisdom. She’s the wisdom Goddess, like the wise owl, who flies at night, as she is the darkness.

Wisdom comes with growth and experience, and as a result, we can’t always see the good that comes along with the bad while it’s happening.

But there are lessons with every experience that we have that we can start connecting together, when we have enough pieces to put it together.

And in this way, we watch our purpose unfold with time, like a rose. We can start to see the way that our lives unfold looking back in the rearview over time.

We either come closer to it — our purpose — or run away from it, out of fear of the darkness. Fear of the unknown. Fear of the storm we must pass through to get to where we need to go.

But the storm is our Goddess, and she knows how much rain you need to grow. She is who’s watering you. And she’s with you, every step of the way.

She Knows What Will Make You Move

She knows what will make you move, and what will make you sit still. Sometimes she brings the storm to you to make you move, because she knows you won’t do it on your own.

She won’t over water you. But sometimes it takes a while for the water to settle in. Sometimes it takes a while to dry off.

Sometimes we gotta learn how to move. And sometimes it takes experience to learn.

We are like trees in so many ways. And as a beautiful Goddess once told me: you have to take your rain.

If all you get is sunshine, you’ll wither away and die. Everybody loves the sunshine. But your rain is what makes you grow, not the sunshine.

Your rain is the water you need to grow your tree, and so much more.

And our Goddess is known as the storm Goddess for a reason. This is one of them.

And what happens when the storm comes in the daytime? It gets dark. But see, when our Goddess lets us go through the things that we go through — our individual storms that life brings — she doesn’t look at it the way many of us do, in a negative sense.

Although the negative side has its purpose, since it’s the ground charge of every battery.

But she’s not worried about many of the things you may worry about, when it comes to the things that we see as suffering. What does it say in:

The ravens don’t go to work, or charge each other for the fruit, bugs and seeds that they eat. The Goddess provides them these things for free. And they eat and live, and their populations multiply.

Everything we pay for starts out free. Everything. No other species charges for the free things that the Goddess provides. And we live, die, and suffer over the things that the Goddess provides all of us for free.

Only us — through the capitalist system of the Church, designed to destroy the world, and the world’s children — benefit from this inverted system that is made to punish us through the trees, symbolized as our Goddess.

Because they control and punish through the trees, everyday all day. We just don’t see how.

Right? The lilies don’t work, but look at how they are dressed better than Solomon. But let’s look at why. Because they are wearing, like the grass, the clothing that God gave them.

Because the lily represents the Goddess, and she is the Goddess of abundance, and fertility.

She is our Great Mother and she didn’t put us on this Earth to be slaves to the system that does not benefit you, and was made to punish you.

And we’re going to talk about faith, and who we really have faith in, when we’re having faith. Because it’s not in the God of light.

But we’re so conditioned by this economic system, and government, or the modern inquisition that we live under, which is an actual and literal zoo.

So we think we live and breathe to work and buy things from their box stores. We can’t see past this great illusion that has been cast before us on such a grand scale.

But it’s interesting that he says the lily in this verse. Because the lily is the symbol of the Goddess.

She Knows Who You Really Are

And the Goddess knows who you really are. She knows you are not your avatars. She knows all pain and loss are temporary, and really don’t even exist. This is a simulation, but there’s life apart from the simulation which we are a part of as well.

She knows that you are part of her. She knows you are a God or a Goddess. And she knows why she brought you here to this part of your journey. Experiencing her in her many forms.

She knows she has the abundance to replace and restore you more fully than ever, both in this life, the next, and the many, many more that are to come.

But you have to have faith, and follow her lead. She knows very well that you are Gods and Goddesses, and she knows that underneath this avatar that so many of us think is really us.

This is the God or Goddess within, that connects to our Goddess through the serpent, or reptilian brain that controls the speed of your heartbeat, or chaos that is in your body.

This is the storm Goddess that lives inside of you.

This is your indestructible soul, which is also a piece of her, the Goddess. Your soul is a literal piece of her that lives inside of you.

If you have a soul, then the Goddess lives inside of you. This piece of her, that lives inside of you, is the eternal flame that can never be extinguished. The flame that carries on from lifetime to lifetime.

This is one of the reasons she is associated with both fire and infinity. She’s both you and me at the same time, along with everyone else, all while still having the ability to manifest into what or whoever she wants herself, at will.

She knows and can process what all of us are thinking at the same time. She’s that powerful. Much more powerful than the quantum computers they are working on. You can’t trick her.

But she lives inside of your avatar alongside you, giving it life, where you can’t see her. In the dark. Inside of the darkness of you.

It is her energy that lights, heats, and charges your chakras and she connects to you through your reptilian brain, and nervous system.

That is why her symbols are the tree and the serpent. And this is one of the reasons they call the Gods reptilians.

The Avatars and the Never-Ending Story

But our Goddess knows that these bodies are only avatars, and 80 years passes much differently here, than it does in the many dimensions that she reigns over.

So she allows us to live the experiences, good and bad, based on the lessons we came here to learn, that she sent us here to learn, because this is only one of hundreds of billions to infinity more lives that we will live, changing avatars each time. It never stops. It’s a never ending story for the Gods.

Sometimes we forget the previous life. Sometimes we don’t. It’s all in the design of the planet and lessons we will be learning on that planet.

The Gods never stop reincarnating into new avatars throughout the multiverse. This is the real resurrection. The Christos. Because it’s not just Christ that resurrects. All of the Gods resurrect. Not just Jesus.

He’s judging you in this verse as the Gods you are, as he presides in the great assembly. This is the verse when he took over. Telling you exactly that you, the Gods, are being judged.

The Darkness Is Her

But our Goddess has many symbols, and one of them is darkness. She’s the void, the chaos, the storm, the hidden, and the unseen, who sees all.

She’s the Great Dragon, and she’s still Heaven’s most beautiful creation of all. She’s the lily — “that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.” The true Mother of Dragons. Our Goddess, who has many names.

But what does our Goddess have to do with having faith? We can answer that by asking: what does it mean to walk in the dark?

Is this the true definition of faith? Because the Goddess is the darkness. And walking in her steps is walking in the darkness.

Following her, when you know you should, but you’re scared to do so, is walking in the darkness, not the light.

This means following your gut, or your instincts, even when it’s hard to do so.

It’s having the faith that she has your every need taken care of as you jump off that cliff, into the unknown, perfectly towards your destiny. This is walking in the dark.

And you have to innerstand that the real Goddess lives inside of you, as fire. She’s what keeps your temperature at 98.6 degrees internally.

And she goes through all of your suffering with you, while protecting you throughout all of it along the way.

She knows you better than you do, and she won’t ever give you more than you can handle. She knows what you can take.

She knows your breaking points. She knows how to guide you through the storm, taking you to the most fulfilling, and most abundant of places.

The place of your dreams, and no one knows your dreams better than she does. She dreams with you, and sometimes, gives you dreams to think about.

She knows how to pull the greater good out of what you think are your disasters. But instead they are portals, taking you to your destined place in life, upon completion of the many lessons you will have to learn, along the way.

Shed Your Skin

You shed your skin like the serpent, lifetime after lifetime, and learn more with every shed skin. That skin represents wisdom and experience.

How many of you like yourselves better today compared to who you were 5 years ago? How many of you would never fall for the tricks you fell for 5 years ago?

How many skins have you shed? We get better with age. Better with lessons. The price of Cognac is based on age. And those spirits can get very expensive.

But when you’re not willing to follow your purpose, the Goddess just might bring the storm, to guide you back on track.

Many times it involves being scared to leave your comfort zone, when you know you have to.

Or you’re scared to take those steps forward because you don’t know how you’re going to make it to your destination. In this case, the storm may just come and move you for you.

Let the Storm Take You

Letting the storm take you, trusting in it, is walking in the dark. This is having faith in the dark. This is how we remain fluid in the unknown, and move with the current of the storm — we don’t swim against it.

You just know you’re going to make it, and you go. You keep going. Blind to how it will all work out. But you make it.

Maybe with some detours, construction zones and closed highways along the way. But you make it. Battered and bruised, but still breathing.

Given time to heal and learn, as the best teacher is experience.

— Peace and love, Barbars. Walk in the dark. She’s with you.

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